Friday, January 28, 2005

SPONGEBOB

So I was recently reading an article on spongebob squarepants and the guy made the statement that spongebob was in fact gay. I tought to my self does it really matter? Oh but the creator of Spongebob has made it clear spongebob is in fact asexual. Thought this was an interesting thought. Well I guess you all know what goes through my tiny little brain. Spongebob indeed does go through it.
On the topic of cartoon characters, does any particular character have to have a specific gender. Well U.S. Christian conservative groups thionk they out to have gender. Let me know if the KIDS really care about the gender.

So What The Heck Are You?

That was just random if you ask me but Allen had this small quiz on his blog so I took it and this is what it said about me. You are a cozy, fuzzy, warm-hearted person. Not so much. A lot of your friends describe you as a hopeless romantic. Probably not. You fall for the opposite sex very easily. Not really. But be careful, because usually you don't know what you are getting into, and because you are very sensitive, you can get hurt... especially in early relationships. Don't need to worry about this one. Also, don't exclude the cold-hearted from your "want-list", because they just might be looking for a kind person to warm up their heart.... or a sock to warm up their feet. So there you go I am totally hopeless. A sock at that. Something to warm something up. Right, whatever. Go ahead, take this quiz and see what you are because I don't believe what I am. http://www.boomspeed.com/dollzheaven2/quiz1.html

Thursday, January 27, 2005

Twenty-One And Counting

So I turned twenty-one big deal. Oh, but it is a big deal because I woke up today feeling very emotional because I am officially legal not that matters anyways. Most days you wake up feeling good like nothing matters anymore. Today I woke up feeling like a had turned a page in life. Life could be over any minute now. I really felt need to straighten up and get my life on the road. Let me tell that is not going to be an easy task for me to do because I have been acting like such a kid for way too long. All of a sudden I feel a urge to want to change. Well I guess it is my sudden age change. Cheers to all who have made it past twenty-one.
In the next few sentences, I am going to make a huge confession. To some it may be shocking and others may already know. But it will feel good to finally get it off my back. Early last week, I noticed my parents were paying closer attention to my sister and brother-in-law and their child more than they were paying attention to me. I just really felt like I was just a person in the background. Come to find out, I really was. Which really made me all the more angrier. So te most stupidest thing I have ever done in my whole life happened next. My sister, whom I am upset with right now, had given me my parents credit card to eat on or something to that effect. Ans since I was still upset with the family I went and charged around twelve hundred dollars on that credit card. When my parents found out, let me just say they weren't too terribly upset with me. They grounded me for six months to a year or until I get the debt paid off. I was really surprised because I expected them to kick me out or something a little more extrenuous that what they did. I do have to start listening to my parents a little more than normal so I don't get so outraged again that I rack up a twelve hundred dollar credit card bill again. I guess all I am trying to say don't get angry with anyone at anytime because you never know what you are willing to do to get even with them. Now I can't explain myself or solidify what I did. All can do is suffer the consequences and hope to make it out alive.

Saturday, January 15, 2005

Spontaneous Women

Just this past week I was invited ona spontaneous girls weekend. I thought to myself, wow no parents pretty cool. But what I forgot was work. So decided to decline. Not knowing what I was missing. But I have been to Austin several times. So I was sure what I would miss. Other than the possible time to relax maybe have a little fun and not have to work. Maybe next time, I thought to myself.
As for the rest of my weekend, may it go smooth without any glitches.Yeah, right! I have already had one glitch that would be working two days of the weekend. not much of a weekend. BUt in the big world you really are not going to have much of weekend unless you are a TEACHER or something to that effect. Do they really have weekends? I am not quite sure. I hope that they have more of a weekend than I do. Maybe that is why they have spontaneous weekends.
While you guys who are spontaneous are either sleeping or getting ready or working. I am sitting in my dad's business being bored and wanting to sleep but really can't because I have to be up here. When I leave here I have to go to my real job and be bored there. I really have learned to accept that no matter what job I have. I probably am bound to be bored so I just learn to pretend that I enjoy a job even when I don't. Now my job M's is rather permanent right now. I am really learning to enjoy it. I am learning new and exciting things each day I go into work. Hopefully securing my job everyday I show up to work and actually work.
What is the point of spontaneousness? I wish someone would tell me. I would just rather be able to embark on the extravaganza than to not embark. But for those of you that are spontaneous I feliciate you guys.

Thursday, January 13, 2005

The Defintion of Stress

i think i am going to write in regards to what T said on her blog. Something about stress. This is what I found out stress was. It is a mental or emotional disruption. An upsetting condition occurring in response to adverse external influences and capable of affecting physical health, usually characterized by increased heart rate, a rise in blood pressure, muscular tension, irritability, and depression. Now according to T's definition of stress I didn't think I had any. But as a matter of fact I do have stress and it does take it's toll on my life. Many of you know what it is like to grow up in a dysfunctional family and my family wasn't too bad it was about normal. But some days it sure seemed like it wasn't. In life I think that stress is going to be a normal everyday thing that is just going to occur whether or not we want it to. All we have to do is to vent our stress whether it be through prayer or talking with our friends or family or even exercise. I am not one to want to talk to anyone about my stress so as I do everyday I would rather speak with GOD. Some day I will enivitably talk to someone besides god about the stress that I have built up inside of my soul.
Why would I even talk about stress I don't know But in a way I think it kind of helped my day to do go a long a little smoother. Do not ask me how in the world did she do that because only God knows. If anyone of you girls or men that read thid do not have any stress whatsoever. Please let me know because I want to switch lives with you. But hey we arent that lucky in life are we? No I didn't think so. And does God really help us along with our every day lives. I think maybe he has a lot do with how our days and weeks turn out.

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Life is Full of Decisions

As i was at work, i had two decisions. They were to work or not to work. Bur of course you choose to work rather than to not because you know if you choose not to work you will probably lose your job. AS we all know we do not want to lose our job over being tired or exhausted. Thus in reality we need ot choose to do the right thng as G-D would want us to do. In our life we want to please and honor G-d not only for us but tofor others as well. As Christians we are to be examples of CHrist as He was. Not that this is a sermon but eould G-D have not worked, probably not. He would have what so despareately wanted not to do. In the end we all have the desicion making that we may hate doing. But we do have choices which have consequences or (i cant think of the word right now). So do what you think is right and continue as if you never read this.

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

Since someone I know said I might be interested in this, I am going to give it a try.
Iam not sure what to write about but here we. Today, I was sitting at work trying to think of what I could be doing. For example, I could be skiing or watching the television for all I know is I wnated to do something other than what I was doing. Of course all of us at some point in our life have wanted to do something other than what we were doing at the time.
Only God knows what will make your heart content. And you only have one life to life to live, so live it to your fullest. Don't let yourself get down on life and lose focus on what you need to do.