Random Acts You Do

So i did something really random this weekend. It really was a dare and i cant believe i followed through with it. I was over at a friends house she was having a beer and i was having a beer. By the way those things are nasty i dont recommend them. But anywho she dared me to get a tongue ring. So i said ok. The next day I looked up the tatoo parlor. I went originally to get a tongue ring and i chickened out. So instead i got a tatoo. The bad thing is i really want another one. Which i hope i do not get. But beer really is a bad influence so hopefully i have learned a very valuable lesson. Which i dont know what it is. Maybe it is dont do stupid things. anyways all iam saying is dont do stupid things you will regret in the future.

SPRING BREAK!!!!!

First of all, how was your spring break!? My was awesome and beutimous at the same time. I took a road trip to Colorado. Yeah, you talk about a long drive. Eighteen hours sitting in a vehicle next to a two year old is a long ride. But we did get to stop on the way there in Colorado Springs for the first night. As for the second day we took our long drive up Pikes Peak. Talk about God;s wonder. There you see it looking out above the mountain. You are 14,000 above sea level, I think, and all you see is mountainous terrain. The following minutes coming down were the scaring because of the fact that you may at any time fall off of the mountain side. Yes, I would call that scary and quite ridiculous because you know you are not going to fall of the side of the mountain. Anywho, enough with Colorado Springs. As we are driving towards our destination in CO. I begin think to myself man I am going to be sooooo bored this week but what I didn't know was that that was far from the truth. I began the week out rather quite and shut in as I do most of the time with strangers. But as their little girl began to beg for her mommy and daddy. I began to think about my mommy and daddy and how they never would leave me like that. Leave with a somewhat stranger and go skiing for seven days. I guess that brings me to the religous part of this blog. Our heavenly father would never leave us to go skiing or leave us for anything. I happen to think that is a pretty awesome thought. As for my nights I spent them restless and full of energy because right before I would go to bed I would take myself out for an adrenaline rush. What might you do for an adrenaline rush in CO at night. That my friend is easiest part of it all. You simply gear up for snowboarding. Yeah I said snowboarding. Before this trip I had never been snowboarding but for you all that read this it is rather calm and relaxing sort of. As your sliding down the mountain breathing in that small air particles. You realize that God created the mountains to go skiing and snowboarding. Or so you would seem to think. But i am just rambling here so I will let you go do more important things. However, I could go on because this is just the beginning. See you later Peeps.

So I'm Back

I didn't stay gone long because this blogging thing is kind of turning into an addiction sort of. No matter what you write or how write it, it doesn't seem to look bad on you. You can write your innermost feeling and hope that someone you know can relate to it some sort of fashion. But so far only one person, well actually two people actually know what is going on with my life. Or so I think, of course I don't exactly share my innermost thoughts to just anybody. I think you have to be either a counselor or therapist or a friend whom you think knows where you're coming from in your life.
As for the therapist, she knows who she is and if she ever reads this thank you so much for doing what you do. You do such an awesome with me. All though at times I may seem difficult to work with. You seem to get through the difficult boundaries that I may have blocked up. I am so sorry about that but hey can you blame me. But on the other hand, I am slowly beginning to open up to you. Whether or not you see it that way. I don't have my degree in masterminding but it doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure out that I am a mind boggling situation in and of itself. It seems to me that I have been through so much that I just don't seem to care about what I do with myself sometimes. That is what you are for and yes I did my homework this week. Hopefully you will pleased. Not that I am trying to please you.
As for the friend who hopefully knows where I am coming from. I am not naming names but you know who you are I hope. Just a pleasant thank you for meeting with me every once in a while and just listening. I don't care if you listen but I hope that you are because some things I justdon't tell to anybody. I feel since I have been talking to you I have opend up just a little bit and have a calmer spirit about certain events. However, I am still trying to determine if I will ever have a peace about my past.
Please I hope both you do not take this worng and I pray that both of you will continue to be there for me. To talk to me and to encourage me on my long journey of life ahead of me. Hopefully I haven't waived you off by this post. Anyways take this post as you please.