ASOMBROSO!!

Amazing is a strong word. In spanish it is known as "asombroso". How can two different languages have such powerful meaning. Of course, it is the same word. I'm such a dork.
Well back to what I was saying. God can do some pretty powerful things for man. They never make any sense. Right now I am trying to figure why He allows my sister to become pregnant. It is not at all a good thing as she well thinks. She cannot manage right now for herself much in 7 months for another human being. I feel so rude but I want that child. I want to take it away from her after she gives birth. I know that I cannot take care it. I could but I am choosing not to. Like I said RUDE. I want this pregnancy to be erased. I have no say in the matter. I just need not to get attached as I have with my younger sisters pregnancy. SOmething could happen, she may not keep the child I don't know. This not about me though. Like I said God does some of the most amazing things. He also says in the word, "For I know the plansI have for you." Something like that. I don't read much. Maybe this child is a God thing. "MAYBE". I need to be quiet now.

Love you guys for reading. Don't comment I'm not used to it. OK.