Strong Tower

Ever been in a time in your life when you wonder........where is God? Ever want to give up just to give up? Give up on anything or anyone. How can you believe in something or someone even when the going gets tough?

There is a time in everyones' life when, the impossible becomes possible and the possible becomes impossible. You don't give up no matter what the hardships may be. You keeping driving till you got nothing left in you. If the person becomes bitter, you smack some sense into them. I keep believing that someday all of our hardships will just disintegrate and life will become a paradise. But I know that life won't ever be that easy. Until then you just have to believe in God. Know that nothing is impossible with Him. Strive to be your best no matter the circumstance. God is your strong tower.....He will never let you go or let you down. He has a plan for you whether you understand it or not.

As for life right now.....this whole thing makes a bit of sense. You know deep down that you want to give on her. Tell she is lowsy, she needs to grow up and be a parent. However, you can't. Can't tell her anything just let her be. Let her destroy her life and be crazy in doing so. How can a sane person allow that to happen. How can God allow this to happen? I want to just back up life so many times. To erase it all.....design a new life. Where everything is happier. Live a life that is worth living. But again God has a reason for allowing certain things to happen. I may not understand it now. I may not ever understand it. But one day I will be able the God I serve, " Why did you allow this to happen?" I will never get the right answer though.

I have to remember, God is out there. Just listen and obey and He will guide you through the life that you are being able to live through Him

Unanswered Questions

How is it that we continue to grow in christ, yet we all still have random questions that are still unanswered? Can we still be a devout christian and still have questions?

I can never seem to get the questions out of my head. They are always there. So am i still growing in Christ? I still seem to hope so.


I can't even finish this one. Because I keep resurfacing the same questions. So.........I'm out of this thing.

I beleive it has been too long since I last posted. Since then I have no idea where I have been because I can't remember much. How is it that I can live day to day and still not remember what I have done just a few days ago or even a few months ago. I think I have amnesia or something. Quite scary if you ask me. Maybe there is a reason why I can't remember anything. I hope so. I am not that old and yet I fail to even remember my 10th birthday. How is that? Could be trauma, could be that I am just crazy. I will never know. Where has my life gone......where will it take me.......what does God have "planned" for my life.....The questions could go on. I don't quite believe in plans God has in store....but then again I have been questioning the authenticity of God lately. If He has this plan for me, where is this plan. Where is the blueprint of my life. I have yet to see it. Then in the same sentence, if He knows our every move, Ho does He allow horrible crap to happen to all of these random people. Makes no sense to my crazy inadequate brain. Because remember....I don't remember alot of things........but that is me..and it will always be me. I like to call myself a "PARANOID CHRISTIAN." Then again who really cares. Besides God himself.
Good Night.