Saturday, March 31, 2007

Strong Tower

Ever been in a time in your life when you wonder........where is God? Ever want to give up just to give up? Give up on anything or anyone. How can you believe in something or someone even when the going gets tough?

There is a time in everyones' life when, the impossible becomes possible and the possible becomes impossible. You don't give up no matter what the hardships may be. You keeping driving till you got nothing left in you. If the person becomes bitter, you smack some sense into them. I keep believing that someday all of our hardships will just disintegrate and life will become a paradise. But I know that life won't ever be that easy. Until then you just have to believe in God. Know that nothing is impossible with Him. Strive to be your best no matter the circumstance. God is your strong tower.....He will never let you go or let you down. He has a plan for you whether you understand it or not.

As for life right now.....this whole thing makes a bit of sense. You know deep down that you want to give on her. Tell she is lowsy, she needs to grow up and be a parent. However, you can't. Can't tell her anything just let her be. Let her destroy her life and be crazy in doing so. How can a sane person allow that to happen. How can God allow this to happen? I want to just back up life so many times. To erase it all.....design a new life. Where everything is happier. Live a life that is worth living. But again God has a reason for allowing certain things to happen. I may not understand it now. I may not ever understand it. But one day I will be able the God I serve, " Why did you allow this to happen?" I will never get the right answer though.

I have to remember, God is out there. Just listen and obey and He will guide you through the life that you are being able to live through Him

1 comment:

Laura said...

Oh how I wish I had an answer for you on that question. That is a question I struggle with each and every day. Why does God allow bad things to happen? I don't have a clue. I only know that we live in a sinful world, a world that God did not design in the very beginning and because of that sin bad things happen. Yes, God could stop it. But He doesn't. He is just...that I do believe.