Life is Out of Control

Have you ever felt like someone or something was trying trying to get something through to you? The past few months have really been like that. I for some unknown reason have totally waived God off. Trying to do things my way. Even though I know I can't do anything without his help. This past week I totalled my car and lost my job. The week before my mother sat me down and told me that if I didn't straighten up, that God was going to somwhow come back and bite me the butt. Well he somehow did. Thanks for the warning mom. However before I lost the job, I felt oh my life is finally starting to straighten up. I got a job and kept and I halfway enjoyed the job. I guess i need to somehow get back to God and clean up a little bit. Love yall lots for reading.